"How can there be too many children? It's like saying there are too many flowers." Mother Theresa

Friday, April 25, 2008


If you'd like to help support our adoption please contact me for the address to send the money. You can either send us a check or you can send one to Kingdom Kids. Their web adress is to the right. Use Kingdom Kids if you want a tax deduction. We appreciate any and all help. 5$ - 5,000$, it's all good to us. A big thank you to those of you who have already helped.

Sunday, April 20, 2008

Conversations with a Purse

A month or so ago a co-worker of mine had a purse party. She invited me to go saying that I needed to purchase a purse to help her get a new or better purse. I was irritated. I had sold, am selling, t-shirts to help pay for our adoption and she didn't buy one. I prayed about it, and decided to BUY a purse. Funny I know, but I knew that if I didn't go to the party and buy a purse, I'd allow bitterness to creep into my heart, so I was obedient and bought a purse. Hear me on this, I put NO value in Coach bags. I do put value in the co-worker who was selling them though, so I went. And I bought. I bought the cheepest purse they had, a 20.00 small pink and white Coach knock off. It lives in the top shelf of my closet. I talk to it sometimes. It represents what I don't want in my life...materialism and greed. I believe how we spend our money is a mirror to our soul. Matthew 6:21 says" for where your treasure it there your heart will be also." My heart is NOT in a Coach bag, that's what I tell the bag anyway. Truth is I do have a Coach bag of another sort, it is love of clothes or preocupation with my appearance, of which I'm never satisfied. What is your Coach bag? Would Jesus have a preocupation with appearance? Would he care what KIND of bag we carry, car we drive, house we live in? NO. Gods word is clear on this one. Man looks @ the outward appearance. God looks @ the heart. 1 Samuel 16:7. I want to rid my self of materialism, it is the desire of my heart.
Father God, you came as man and lived a life of poverity. Give me grace to separate the fleeting things of this world and the eternal. May you, may love, be my only treasure. May that coach bag have no place on the highest shelf of my closet. May I be quicker to give and slower to purchase. Keep me mindful always of your words: "What does a man profit if he gain the whole world, but loses his soul." May I have a more loving spirit. I want the legacy that I leave my children a legacy of love. I want it to be said, "She had a heart like the Father, she loved well. " Thank you for always providing us our needs. Guide us in ways we may help others with their needs. Always, Always, Always, we pray in the name of love, your name, Christ Jesus. Amen
I'm going back downstairs to put that Coach bag in the FLOOR of my closet :)But those new clothes I bought today...I'm a work in progress.

Thursday, April 17, 2008

dossier sent

Though we do not know when it was sent, we know our dossier has been sent to Ethiopia! We are one step closer to bringing home our daughter, Mercy. One step closer to holding her, hearing her voice, making her giggle!

Monday, April 14, 2008

cute pictures


Last weekend our Associate Pastor preached from Luke 5 12-13, the story of the Leper. He was speaking about how he would have felt when he was healed, what he would have done after being healed. He defined compassion as something like : awareness of someones suffering and acting to relieve it. He spoke of how many of us think we are compassionate, but if we feel sorry for someone and do nothing to help them, we are not being compassionate. When reading these Scriptures (Luke 5:12 And it came about that while He was in one of the cities, behold , there was a man full of leprosy; and when he saw Jesus he fell on his face and implored Him, saying "Lord if you are willing, You can make me clean." 13 And He stretched out His hand, and touched him, saying , "I am willing; be cleansed." And immediately the leprosy left him." My thoughts are this, Who do I make a leper out of? Who do you? Are we being compassionate to them? We do not have the ability to heal with a touch. For us, we live in that space between, between making someone a leper and healing them with a touch. What we do with that space is so important. I know who my lepers are, and if I could heal them with a touch, I most definitely would. But in that space in between, I can do them immeasurable good . Or, I can further ostracize them. I pray that God gives me the wisdom, to manage my space wisely. I pray that God gives me mercy and forgives me of making a leper out of ANYONE, as he is Creator of All, and surely must love all. I pray for the ones who make a leper out of me. You see when I read that story, more than Jesus, more than those who have outcast the man, I relate to the leper. I pray that those who are making a leper out of me, use their space wisely. I pray that Gods keeps touching me thru the space in between.

Tuesday, April 8, 2008


Malachi 3:3 says: "He will sit as a refiner and purifier of silver." This verse puzzled some women in a Bible study and they wondered what thisstatement meant about the character and nature of God. One of the women offered to find out the process of refining silver and getback to the group at their next Bible Study. That week, the woman called a silversmith and made an appointment to watchhim at work. She didn't mention anything about the reason for her interestbeyond her curiosity about the process of refining silver. As she watched the silversmith, he held a piece of silver over the fire andlet it heat up. He explained that in refining silver, one needed to holdthe silver in the middle of the fire where the flames were hottest as toburn away all the impurities. The woman thought about God holding us in such a hot spot; then she thoughtagain about the verse that says: He sits as a refiner and purifier of silver." She asked the silversmith if it was true that he had to sit there in frontof the fire the whole time the silver was being refined. The man answered that yes, he not only had to sit there holding the silver,but he had to keep his eyes on the silver the entire time it was in thefire. If the silver was left a moment too long in the flames, it would be destroyed. The woman was silent for a moment. Then she asked the silversmith, "How do you know when the silver is fully refined?" He smiled at her and answered, "Oh, that's easy -- when I see my image in it" If today you are feeling the heat of the fire, remember that God has his eye on you and will keep watching you until He sees His image in you. This very moment, someone needs to know that God is watching over them. And, whatever they're going through, they'll be a better person in the end

Sunday, April 6, 2008

Noah sings his first praise song!

He wrote this song yesterday. He's going for that fresh out of bed look, ok it's not a look. His agent will spruce him up:)

...con't from Beniam's birthday

Beniam turns 5!

Mess with the fro "You got to go."
Movie star material.
Ryan Bond's double.
Such an angel, his face is white!
Benaim at the head of the table. We had his party at the Pavilion. We had pizza, cake and Cheetos (his favorite) and played some games. After the games we headed down to the pool for some swimming. Some of Beniam classmates from preschool came. He received many great gifts, lots of Power Ranger stuff. :) He was all smiles and even blushed when we sang "Happy Birthday."


We visited Kentucky's Capital. Beniam was looking for George Bush.
Our future Vet. with our HUGE puppy Ranger......
Simon Derara wearing one of the shirts we are selling @ www.cafepress.com/savemercy

Simon Derara wearing my lipstick. LOL. He calls himself "Sweet Lips." He has lips "Made for kissing lips." :O
I took Monday thru Thursday off this past week since the kids were off for Spring break. Though I enjoyed all time spent with the children, I am not a good stay at home Mom. It seemed the laundry only multiplied, as did the dishes. I spend half of every day just managing the laundry. How do you Mom's of 10 do it? How? Though I say this with a light heart, the truth of the matter is when I stay at home I feel like a failure. I know many many women believe all Mom's must stay at home, but I am not among those who think that way. I have some friends who are stay at home Mom's and are very successful, I have some friends who stay at home and need a JOB! Cause they don't even like their kids. :O I'm gonna post some pictures of my babies I love soooooooooooo much, enough to keep my job, so they can live in an organized home :)